14:03
Hello again.
Last year I stopped posting sort of abruptly due to all this stress, got quite depressed over a project I was doing for uni (college) which involved reading hundreds of messages In which I invited you to write in about what depression felt like. Somewhere along the lines I felt this hopelessness and felt that I was so useless and helpless, you guys had all these problems and there was nothing I could do to help you fix it and got horribly depressed. I hid in my room, didn’t go to class for a week and just cried my heart out.
After that I just couldn’t handle coming on here anymore so I just deleted tumblr from my bookmarks and made a vow that this chapter of my life was over and that I never wanted to attempt this again.
Today I was going to post something on my art tumblr account but accidentally ended up logging on to this account. There are so many unread, amazing encouraging messages on here and I feel so loved and cherished, I think I owe it to you guys to start posting again.
Much love,
C


